confusion 9/21

Dear G,
Man it seems like forever since I wrote...I mean I know we talk every day but sometimes I feel like I can get something extra when I just take a minute to sit and gather my thoughts and touch base with you. I suppose you already know about my two friends from Atl. going out huh? Both of them over 6 years and BAM!!! I'm glad that D came clean to those around him that ove him and I'm super happy that he had the courage to be honest... hard to believe that he could hide it for 2 yrs...lol...right!! Lets see how many years did I keep my addictions hidden? And how many did I think I was gettting away with it???
But I feel so bad for W...just losing his grandmother, and just days ago celebrating his 6th yr sober!! I guess you could see my shock today when I got his text? Hey, thanks for making sure Brian was available to talk when I called...needed to hear his take on this whole thing! So I called W, and not surprisingly he didn't answer but Ya know I left him a message and Ill try to reach him tomorrow too! What I keep thiking and what Brian said too....VIGILANCE... I have to remember that it could have been me who picked up...I know you're always around and all I have to do is ask and you'll be there to do what ever...
Well, I'm beat...I'm off the next couple days...planning on going to the noon tomorrow...

give my hugs to the angels....
love
M